Use sab ehsaas hi nahi hai...

Use yeh sab ehsaas hi nahi hai...

12 saal shayad bahut kam hote honge uske liye...
Now I'm completed 36 years...03rd Aug...
Ek loser... Ek unsuccessful... Ek unmature... Ek kiddy boy...

Aisi jagah pe khada... Jiska na koi Goal... Na koi Vision... Na koi career... Dishaheen... 

Jiske na koi aage-peeche mai-baap...

Khud pe control nahi, ho sakta hai shayad abhi hi suicide kar le...

Use yeh ehsaas hi nahi hai...

Kaash usne 10th August 2006 ko hi rishta tod diya hota, to shayad meri zindagi ke bahut saare saal bach gaye hote...

Aaj kam se kam meri 5-6 saal ki beti hoti... NaaZ naam hota uska... jab apne chhote-chhote se masoom se haaton pe mehandi woh laga kar dikhati, payal pehankar mere aage-peeche chakkar lagati...judo-karate class mein, main use subah-subah le jaata... Jab woh muskurate hue Gurudwara mein langar khilati, sewa karti...

Par ab bahut dair ho chuki hai... bahut lamba safar taye kar chuka hun... Ab mushkil hai sambhala...

Baaki Jaisi Kul-Maalik di Razaa...
Banda to teri kat-putli hai...

- RaJ