Uski dikkat yeh hai ki...
mujhpar uski kisi bhi baat ka koi asar hota hi nahi...
Woh chahti kuch aur hai aur ho kuch aur hi jaata hai...
woh meri mohabbat ko andheka kar dena chahti hai... magar meri mohabbat fir uske saamne aa khadi ho jaati hai...
woh sajti kisi aur ke liye hai... par umeed karti hai main uski tareef karu...aaina mein use mera hi aks baar-baar dikhai deta hai...
woh meri hona chahti hai...par dehleez baar-baar uske qadam peeche dhakeel deti hai...
Itna kuch to use keh chuka hun...
"gar ek baap ki jani ho to kabhi baat nahi karna..."
"har baar use ehsaas dilata hun ki woh gair ke saath humbistar hoti hai..."
"tamam tarah hi baatein keh-keh ke uski aankhon mein samundar utaar chuka hun..."
fir bhi rooh ka bandhan aisa hai ki woh toot hi nahi raha hai...
kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai ki na umeed toot rahi hai aur na woh haasil ho rahi hai...
ek ajeeb si beediyan hai...
#Romil Arora
mujhpar uski kisi bhi baat ka koi asar hota hi nahi...
Woh chahti kuch aur hai aur ho kuch aur hi jaata hai...
woh meri mohabbat ko andheka kar dena chahti hai... magar meri mohabbat fir uske saamne aa khadi ho jaati hai...
woh sajti kisi aur ke liye hai... par umeed karti hai main uski tareef karu...aaina mein use mera hi aks baar-baar dikhai deta hai...
woh meri hona chahti hai...par dehleez baar-baar uske qadam peeche dhakeel deti hai...
Itna kuch to use keh chuka hun...
"gar ek baap ki jani ho to kabhi baat nahi karna..."
"har baar use ehsaas dilata hun ki woh gair ke saath humbistar hoti hai..."
"tamam tarah hi baatein keh-keh ke uski aankhon mein samundar utaar chuka hun..."
fir bhi rooh ka bandhan aisa hai ki woh toot hi nahi raha hai...
kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai ki na umeed toot rahi hai aur na woh haasil ho rahi hai...
ek ajeeb si beediyan hai...
#Romil Arora
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