Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Radio... Sau dard... Rangeela Re... Tu kya jaane wafaa o bewafa... Shokhiyon mein ghola jaye phoolon ka shabab...

nashe mein dhhut hokar tum ghar aai thi...
main bistar se uth kar, kitab ko daraaz mein rakh kar.... darwaza kholne gaya tha...

radio madhur aawaz mein nagme suna raha tha...

"tu kya jaane wafaa o bewafa...
pyar karna tere bas ki baat nahi...
kisi pe marna tere bas ki baat nahi...
oh bewafa...

almirah kholkar na jaane tum kya dhundhane lagi...
almirah se sab kuch nikal kar tumne bahaar fhek diya....
fir tum apne mooh se laar tapkate hue... wahi zameen pe dharashai ho gir padi...

Radio dheeme aawaz mein baj raha tha...

"Rangeela re....ohhh...
Rangeela... Tere rang mein yunh ranga hai mera mann... 
Chhaliya re... Na bhuje hai kisi jal se yeh jalan...
Ho Rangeela re..."

Maine tumko apni baahon se pakadkar ghaseetate hue bistar pe patak diya...

tum kuch nashe mein photo album... photo album... keh rahi thi...

fir tumhare jute-moje, kapde utaarkar tumko night gown pehnai...
fir kisi tarah bacchon wali bottle se tumhe Pani ke kuch ghuut pilaye...

Radio... apni geetmala prastut kiye ja raha tha...

"Mere dushman.. tu meri dosti ko tarse...
Mujhe gum dene wale tu khushi ko tarse...
Mere dushman...

tum neend mein kuch baar-2 badbada rahi thi...
Maine khud ko tumhare qareeb lakar suna..
Tum keh rahi thi...
"Main tumhe pasand nahi hun na... aachi nahi lagti hun na... Ab pyar nahi karte ho tum mujhse...

Din mein main ghar aai thi... Tum nahi the... Tum mall gaye hue the... Gill ke saath movie dekh rahe the, lunch kiya, ghume-fhire... Tumne mujhe batana bhi jaroori nahi samjha..." Mujhe Gill ke boyfriend se pata chal gaya...

Main sab masla samajh chuka tha...ki aag kisne lagai hai..

Radio apna track change kar chuka tha...

"Shokhiyon mein ghola jaye phoolon ka shabab...
Usmein fir milie jaye thodi si sharaab...
Hoga yun Nasha Jo taiyaar woh pyar hai..."

Main raat bhar jagata raha... Radio se baatein karta raha... 

Subah tumhare uthate hi maine coffee ke cup ke saath tumko datana shuru kar diya...

Par tumne koi jawaab nahi diya... Na koi mujhse sawaal pucha...

Maine khud hi sab kuch likh kar tumko raat mein email kar chuka tha... Tumne shayad office pahuch kar pad liya hoga...

"Sau dard hai...
Sau raahtein...
Sab Mila dilnashi...
Ek tu hi nahi..."

- raj

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